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Word of the Day:錯綜

さくそう・complicated, tangled, intricately intertwined

By Kayla McIntoshPublished 3 days ago 3 min read
photography by Chandra Oh

Basically, people are wanting me to beat the shit out of them. If you ask me to exercise. I will basically stab the shit out of you. So... don't ask me to actually exercise. The ghosts in my blood were boxers... but since I was never able to train, I only have a needle.

I am just writing right now because that is all I can do, I have time.

Nothing makes sense anymore because the thought of staying here is so unbearable, it is damaging my mind severely.

Obviously they'll let this be evidence I should be committed or something, but the fact Vocal allows its members to self edit, means that they can't verify either way. People who don't subscribe can't do that and have to be vetted.

It's both a blessing and a curse.

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a booth to what? a diner? I have no money. Rocco decided to fucking deny me my check.. or what, a book signing?

It would've also been transport to necessary appointments but since you think I am a government official at this point and time. I guess I will only drive government owned vehicles.

My parents think I am a slave, but it was them who sold me.

And since my dreams come true, does that make me Joseph?

Well, I got another page to write while the other one is submitting.

I got 5 notifications now, I don't want to read them until I am done with this one. Actually I can read comments on my phone. I shouldn't bother reading them while I am home.

Oh yea, I guess I am able to work ahead of time.

I don't feel like drawing

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yea the air is dry, also the water is dry, so.. basically I have to plan to use the time in the car, hopefully she will be open to going somewhere in the car because, I don't want anyone in my apartment.

If she doesn't, then I have to make a place C

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Yea perhaps this isn't the best way to spend time but it is actually the onlhy way I can actually do anything my sylef so I am just goignt o keep tyoping until I hav enothing left I can give.

I don't ekevent think repporting is available because if I reveal my TODOs it actually witl hind r my ability to do nytingt.

Well yes, it is Tuesday according to my calendar so, that is also a bloody fucking mistake.

Yea, since they still utilize Ai to pass through stories and I don't know how many people actually read what I write, they are most likely just interested int he title and the picture.

so I am just

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Gero is actually puking in Japanese. It is also the sound a bullfrog makes.

Yea I have no idea what was wrong with the portland water system up on the hill, but I got a lot of mucus in my poops when i was there. I had pictures but mmy doctors didn't acknowledge it and said I was dehydrated.

There are like several things I need to find before leaving and it is annoying

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About the Creator

Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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