Word of the Day: お神酒

I think I am frustrated because I feel like everything is going against me, but I will maintain my list. It is the only thing I can do. I am being more lenient and allowing the queue to naturally form which is helping.

I have about 5 hours left for timer today. I think that is all I can do really before I pass out.

I am going to have to also dedicate at least a page to just organizing my shit so, that is sort of annoying. I don't know when I will be able to do that. I am guessing I will have to do that after my errands tomorrow.

I think because it is very Pisces right now, it is sort of loose right now.

I mean, it does feel mellow and subdued sort of energy. It isn't dulling though, so I am quite 'appy about that.

I think it was a real big deal for me to get up into my teachers' business but I feel like they were the one pushing me so, I think that was the whole thing. The math teacher at least was approachable as far as I was concerned. Well I guess he is just a calculator for George Fox.

I do know that I don't want to get up in Tami's business and I feel that if I kept going on with that, it would possibly interfere with that.

Also Alex was a gem.

I did want to get more in touch with the other two from Yamhill campus but, I just always felt like I was more behind and didn't want to bother.

Are The Killers emo? I don't know, I feel it is more punk rock. Emo is more whiney and visual based. It is getting there with the vocals though.

I wasn't really into emo stuff, though visual kei was acceptable? LOL yea, basically.

darkwave eurobeats was ... Yea I just thought of Helalyn Flowers. I had them on my Myspace page LOL.

ALSO MY FREAKING AMEBA BLOG! LMAO!

I think that is when I was talking to Andrei. He was very much a sweet talker. ALMSO FUCKING MARIUS. I was so impressed by their looks. They both were like, " I am going to study law. "

Marius ( Polish guy ) looked like a blonde Henry Cavill. I drew pictures of him, yes. But they are completely lost to time. Andre ( Italian guy ) was hot too, he looked like Filip. Filip was a.... oo I don't remember but I know he is zesty.

I had his phone number in my phone for a good while.

Ah I am on the vampire frequency right now.

sutteiru ne.

Ah yea, I had to borrow that. I am sorry Tasha. She's water anyway, this shouldn't affect her much? Ah yea, Soul Reverie.. I dunno it feels too dark. But I mean it could be good if given enough grace. But there are so many people who couldn't be mentioned if I follow the format I originally went with.

Oh yea, Mel Gibson was racist for a while against Jews after making the Passion of the Christ. Probably because he is ultimately Christian. If you know that, then you know what that means.

Hmm.. I can only hope my feet will still feel this good tomorrow.

Now I am hearing the song I heard when I was seeing Drew. I guess I should ask him his opinion at the very least.

We will see. For Breton? I am not sure. I was never sure of anything, was I..?