Notes in the Margins of Happily Ever After

The first thing every girl receives in the kingdom where I was born is a book.

I am writing in mine now.

The leather cover is still white, though the edges are darkened with smoke and forest dirt. Some of the pages curl slightly, as if the book has already survived a small fire. The gold lettering has almost rubbed away, but if you tilt it toward the firelight you can still read the title pressed into the skin:

Happily Ever After

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When the midwives place the book beside a newborn girl’s cradle, they whisper the same blessing they have whispered for generations.

If she listens to the stories.

If she follows the path.

If she is good.

Then the ending will take care of itself.

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For many years I believed them.

Now the book lies open on my table in the forest, its once-perfect pages smudged with ash and berry stains.

The margins are full.

That is where the truth lives.

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Page One

Stay on the path.

The sentence is written in careful script at the top of the page.

Beneath it, in darker ink, I have written:

Paths are rarely laid down for your safety.

They are laid down for your obedience.

When I was young, we were taught that the world could be understood in simple colors.

Black and white.

Good and evil.

Safe and dangerous.

Pure and ruined.

If we followed the path, we would reach the castle.

If we reached the castle, we would find love.

And if we found love, everything else would resolve itself into a perfect ending.

The stories were very clear about that.

What the stories never mentioned were the forests growing quietly beside every road.

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Page Seven

Good girls are rewarded.

This line used to comfort me.

Now the margin beside it reads:

Good girls are often simply easier to break.

We were trained carefully.

Hands folded.

Eyes lowered.

Voices soft.

We became experts at living inside gilded cages.

Sometimes we even clipped each other’s wings if anyone tried to fly too high.

We called it protection.

We called it kindness.

But cages are still cages, even when they glitter.

And like all cages, they are built on a single assumption:

little girls stay little forever.

They never do.

Eventually something begins to happen to good little girls.

They begin to wonder.

What the world could look like.

What the world might look like.

If only they could dream in technicolor.

That curiosity is where the trouble begins.

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Page Twelve

Beware the wolves of the forest.

The illustration shows a beast with yellow eyes and enormous teeth.

A child would recognize the danger immediately.

I wrote only one sentence in the margin beside it.

The real wolves are charming.

Mine wore polished boots and spoke gently.

He told me stories no one else had ever told.

Stories about girls who were brave.

Girls who were curious.

Girls who were more than decorations waiting in towers.

He made the forest sound like freedom.

And perhaps, in a strange way, it was.

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Page Eighteen

Wolves devour foolish girls.

That is not quite true.

What I wrote in the margin is this:

Wolves do not devour girls all at once.

They consume them piece by piece.

A little trust.

A little certainty.

A little voice.

Until the girl herself becomes something the story can no longer recognize.

When my wolf finally left, I did not die.

That is where the fairytales begin to lose interest.

But survival is its own kind of fire.

Some of us pass through it charred.

Some of us emerge changed.

All of us learn something the stories never intended us to know.

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Page Twenty-One

Ruined girls must return home in shame.

There is a long paragraph in the margin here.

The ink is darker than the others.

Some of the words were written with shaking hands.

Some girls do not return home.

Some girls walk deeper into the forest.

And there they discover something the kingdom never intended them to learn.

They discover other girls.

Girls with scars.

Girls with laughter too loud for castle halls.

Girls who carry knives where prayer books used to be.

Girls who arrived charred in different ways.

Some carry smoke in their lungs.

Some carry it in their memories.

All of them survived the fire the stories never mentioned.

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Page Thirty

Witches live in the woods.

Yes.

This part of the story is true.

The margin says:

But witches are simply women who learned to live after the story ended.

We build fires.

We share food.

We teach the new girls which roots heal and which berries kill.

We teach them how to listen for wolves.

And slowly the forest fills with voices the old stories tried to silence.

Some of the girls still carry their white books.

Some have torn the pages out for kindling.

Some have begun writing their own truths in the margins.

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The Final Page

The last page once showed a princess walking toward a castle in the clouds at sunset.

A prince waited at the elaborate gates, hand outstretched.

Everything bathed in golden light.

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Someone scratched the prince’s face out years ago.

I added something new.

A forest.

A girl standing at its edge.

Boots on her feet.

A blade in her hand.

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The notations in the margin beside the illustrations now reads:

The stories were wrong about one thing.

They said the forest was where girls were lost.

But the women writing in the margins know the truth.

The forest is where the real story begins.

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The Back Page

There was one page left in the book.

Blank.

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The fairytales never expected anyone to reach it.

For a long time I left it untouched.

I thought perhaps the book deserved one clean page after all the corrections.

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But tonight the fire is low, and the forest is loud with wind, and another girl arrived at the edge of the trees before dusk.

She carried the same white book.

Every girl does.

The leather still bright.

The pages still perfect.

The promise still shining.

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She asked me what the stories meant.

I told her the truth.

They mean obedience.

They mean silence.

They mean that someone else gets to decide how your life ends.

She asked me what happens to girls who do not follow the story.

I handed her my knife.

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And together we wrote across the final page.

Not in the margins.

Not quietly.

Across the entire paper, where no one could pretend not to see.

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We wrote together:

Little girls do not stay little forever.

Some of us become fire.

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