Divine Messages

717- On the right path (Achieving goals)

188- Immense personal strength, determination to succeed.

818- Growth in both spiritual and financial matters. Good fortune

234- Create balance within my love life, career, family life and self care (reminder)

1234- A signal to trust my path. An indicator to look within

1243- Stay/Be confident in my decisions. Trust in my inner nudges

1000- I am connected to the higher energies of the universe

202- Keep my thoughts positive, trust that everything happens for the best

44- sign of hard work, deep connection to spiritual realm and stability

654- Remain optimistic, remain balanced. Abundance is around me

789- Listen deeply and act on inspiration

897- Focus on my true calling

678- Let go of doubts about myself and my partner

1678- It's urging me to never allow someone to control how I think or act

1001-Major life changes. (positive change happening)

101- Life only seems hard now because I’m creating something long-lasting

Lately I’ve been allowing my partner’s words, attitude and mind to dictate my reality. I’ve become moody when he’s moody. Frisky when he’s frisky. Annoyed when he’s annoyed. I am not used to being in a relationship this long. I’m not used to liking someone for this long. This is all new. I’m still learning how to be an individual around him. Being in this relationship made me realize I’ve waited so long to actually create an identity that I personally desire to be. All of my life I’ve been following after things I’ve seen. Or avoiding things I’ve seen, which in turn makes me even more alike the very thing I do not want to become. For a while I tried to run away from this relationship because he shined the light on everything I was attempting to hide. Consciously, I had no idea that’s what I was doing. I see myself always trying to please him, make him proud of me. Something I was taught as a little one. Do this and I’ll give you congratulations; I’ll give you praise. I see now I used to live for the applause. I used to live for the validation of being smart, of being pretty, or kind or real. Before my partner of course I noticed this in some areas but the way I see it now I’ve never seen it before. Now, I understand why I experience heartbreak often.. It’s because I expected someone to love me more than I loved myself. I felt as though I needed to be perfect to be loved and seen. I thought if I just did everything right then I can make everyone happy. NO. This is far from the truth and I’m still learning this every single day.

I am in love with the way my nose scrunches up when I smile. I love how high my voice can go when I’m angry. I love the way my heart jumps when I’m frustrated; I love the fact that I absolutely can stay calm in those moments. It was hard for a while to stay silent. When I was young it was easy to be quiet. To not state what was wrong with me. To just allow the pain to run through me and know I’ll be okay later. But after I gave birth to my two boys, I’ve been struggling with my patience and also with staying quiet. Lately I’ve been getting better at it. I love how self-aware I’ve been through these bumpy times. I’ve been far from perfect. I’ve disrespected my partner countless times; I’ve lost control when it came to my little ones and him. They’ve forgiven me and they still love me the exact same.

Even though I haven't been perfect I’ve gotten what I asked for. And that’s true, authentic love. My man I have had our ups and downs but there's so much that he taught me. He is my mirror and I respect my mirror. I’m no longer holding onto comments that may have hurt me, I am no longer holding to doubts in my mind about my lover. I am no longer holding onto doubts about me, my talents or my goals. Everything I desire is not only possible, but it’s alive. It’s breathing life into my lungs. It’s calling my name and telling me to keep getting up. Keep pushing through; and know your worth while doing so.

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