Stream of Consciousness
If I was born with you
If I was born with you what would have been the difference? If I knew, where could we have been? You used your cloudy fingers to trail your way to deep to my soul , you're handsome not just handsome, like a being beyond sculpture, if I knew a way to get close to you I'll be ready to do what it takes just to be close to you. You know we humans has classified, have portrayed a perfect partner, everyone wants "the perfect one, and who will be with the trash, the waste".
By Betel Vine2 years ago in Confessions
The Art of Not Being Ok
Being in my 20s is hard. But what’s harder is the fact that I must struggle with life to get what I want. No, let me rephrase that…I mean not getting what I NEED. If I knew where I was headed in life, I should’ve started getting myself together a long time ago. You see it’s the process of “getting to where you got to go”. That kind of struggle. I have been through the worst over 4 years with a guy who simply isn’t a man but acts like a hormonal teenage boy. But hold on…I’m getting way ahead of myself on that part.
By Sorelle.Maia2 years ago in Confessions
Inspiration cometh
It is still in the process of manifesting but, I am considering going back to some projects or to develop my resume and such that I complained about before to Kim. I mean, I can't tell someone I can do better than them and not have anything to show for it, otherwise I am trash. I unfortunately made my life a bit harder for that, but I do know that is completely within my ability to do so, its just about collecting enough energy to do that.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Next steps
Today is Venus trine Jupiter: This transit could lead to a well-deserved income boost or a surge in your self-worth, given that sweet Venus, your ruler, is now in your daily routine and wellness sector as it connects with fortunate Jupiter in your money zone.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Where are you? This isn't for me
Twiddling my fingers, I stare out the window, feeling the creeping tendrils of anxiety slowly wrapping themselves around my heart. It's not just a sensation in my mind; it pulses through me, filling every beat of my heart. The rhythmic thumping pounds in my ears: thump... thump... thump. The music playing in the background, once a comfort, now fades into an indistinct hum. The lyrics, once filled with meaning, now only stir the emotions I’ve tried so desperately to suppress. I am scared—terrified—of never knowing who you are. I wonder, are you someone I already know, someone I talk to every day, or are you miles away, a distant soul I’ve yet to meet? These questions plague my mind, gnawing at my sense of purpose, my direction. I keep questioning whether this life, this path I’m on, is meant for you just as much as I question if it’s truly meant for me.
By Narley♥️2 years ago in Confessions
Shit Morning
I wake up to a good morning from Jahon which was nice, but I feel like... I am feeling we don't work together well to be honest, or rather. We aren't working at all so I can't say it is bad or good because it is just non existent. I mean, he was trying to calm me down through text last night I guess but, all these events: the shitty vocational coach, my shitty boyfriend, my shitty family... I am so tempted to just go back to freelancing or try harder with freelancing despite the pay being so poor. It would wreck a lot of the plans I have now, but I am honest, the cold months are coming in and, with me not having a car, there is going to be less I am able to do physically going forward without money.
By Kayla McIntosh2 years ago in Confessions
Friday Mr. Pencil
She is a professional, but her outfits always push the limits. She loves attention and is very generous with sharing photos of herself with men. I hate it; I often wonder who else received these pictures and if they were actually intended for me. But it’s the videos she sends of herself—just being her, laughing, singing, or chatting with me—while I can see her lace bra peeking out from under her silky tank top beneath her blazer. Sometimes, she positions the camera so I catch a glimpse of her thigh tattoos, and even more often, I notice her lack of panties. Occasionally, there are videos of her walking along the sidewalk, already late for a meeting; she’s always late. Her heels click on the pavement, her sunglasses are stuck in her hair, and her eyes sparkle as she makes a final joke before heading into her council meeting. I know these are made just for me, and I see her—who she really is—and she’s stunning. I can’t help but wonder what the people in the meeting she’s headed to must think as that immense presence enters the room.
By A Lady with a Pen2 years ago in Confessions
I dont sleep
We’ve all had those nights where sleep feels just out of reach, and the more we try to relax, the more elusive it becomes. Whether it's stress, an overactive mind, or just not feeling tired, there are simple tricks that can help you drift off faster. As a result, I had to look for easy techniques that can improve your sleep routine and have my snoozing peacefully in no time.
By Horace Wasland2 years ago in Confessions
Broolynn Is Lonely
Suddenly it’s December and you’re not 16 anymore and you haven’t been 16 in a long time but sometimes you still feel stuck in that little project apartment in Brooklyn.The fact that time passes and things change and people leave and you can only go back to a place physically and you will never be 14 ,15 ,and 16 again. I still don’t understand how we are meant to endure that. It all changed for me but not for him. We both made excuses for each others issues but the truth is we ere hiding from something much bigger. It made leaving feel like finally being able to breathe. We were both deeply sad people. It made sense that one of us wasn’t going to survive. I know that it’s not my fault but sometimes it feels like I did this.
By Nat 2 years ago in Confessions
Things I learnt from my recent setbacks
Things I learnt from my recent setbacks How I wish life were filled with glory and love, tales of how we succeed in every aspect of our life, emerging victorious in battles filled with animosity and sadness. Every mortal being experiences seasons of rise and fall, of light and dark, of pain and purpose, and defeat and victory.
By Hridya Sharma2 years ago in Confessions
