Word of the Day: 曖昧

Some things did not come to pass that were planned. But I am not bad for that. Yes, bitch could be a word to describe me, but not bad. I didn't do anything wrong. I just didn't do anything period.

I guess my aunt is unusually clever. As certain gods only visit her at night. They kind of serve as natural wards for her domain. I did enjoy when she was made up. I know how much she worked.

I am a baby of my family so, I can't understand her position. I have to admit that as it is the truth. But I mean, it doesn't matter which role you play, because either is difficult.

Plus, I am the "Older Sister" to my nieces so, that is also a thing. Obviously that would give anyone anger.

" IT'S NOT EVEN MY KID! "

People forget that Hatsumomo had a lover... that the Okiya would never acknowledge.

I am very happy I have the quilt though.

Unfortunately I can't prove that I turned off the refrigerator because, I would have to review all my vocal entries and Youtube videos for at least a few weeks and I simply don't have time to do that.

Also the fact it could be on a short, and... I don't want to... expose that.

Obviously, it doesn't matter who winds down or loosens up, because your pleasure and relaxation is also a way for people to control you. It makes you predictable, and well, chartable.

If I have no idea what's going on? What can I do? Panic? Or... Create the Panic?

Create the ladders necessary for me to curse my enemies. That is the whole point of the Twisted Fox, it turns prayers, into curses. You can pray that something helps, but if you're not aligned, then the prayer is a curse.

There is a reason there's a saying:

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions"

If you want to continue, feel free to keep reading.

This is the quote, in my files say:

You let the corrupter in... You were never supposed to know...

That is the whole point of the fox... This is also why Sal dies.

Depending if you went with Barry or if you went with Lakshaw, that sort of determines his fate. He sacrifices himself for her before Brendur infiltrates the place.

I mean, if you want to talk Pixie Road.

It is the morning now, and my phone didn't charge. Sure, I forgot to charge it when I slept, but it also didn't charge when I was in the living room plugged in so, I dunno. I guess I wasn't supposed to charge it last night.

The people meeting me today, kept asking me if I wanted to have fun. Believe me, I had fun.. the question is, do we have the same definition of fun? Probably not so... I mean... I don't mind either way.

Not unless I turn into Long Ma, I don't consider it any fun.

I enjoy your jokes though... they're pretty entertaining... I am not worried either way. I have my TODOs and Scheduler to attend to.. and unless I have someone to help me with my Budget Planner, I will have to keep it to dailies.

I think that is the unfortunate thing in life, we usually want what we don't have and have to appreciate what we do.

I think this is a good thing personally.

Maggie already told me everything I needed to know.

Monday I have more work to do so, I will try to do that then. I am not worried about it anymore.